Woke up at 11 by reflections of the pool dancing above me on the ceiling. Filled with a strange sadness I put on my Celine dress and slippers and walked down to the café. Air sweet of flowers and exhaust fumes and freshly grinded arabica. It's where me and black used to have our mornin' cigarett but she isn't there either (where IS she?). Instead a guy that introduces himself as an "Entourage actor" sits by.
"Whaddya readin?" he asks.
"Emily Dickinsson." I tell him. He nods
"Isn't that the chick who killed someone."
And they say americans don't know literature. Only they speak in difficult metaphors.

As I walk home I'm struck by how much I MISS her. I'm starting to think maybe she was just a dream, like my brother or the rest of the world. But then I see her scars on my arm and know she's still out there somewhere.

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I'm goin to swing by her old house. Maybe they know something.

*

By the way, if you live in LA why not swing by @ the Marmont tonite! I'll meet some friends and take pictures
Homecoming dream ☾ 7/11/2011
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15 comments:

  1. AnonymousJuly 11, 2011 at 12:46 PM

    I love you, mysterious girl. Just wanted you to know that.

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  2. AnonymousJuly 11, 2011 at 12:53 PM

    metaphors is the only way to go.

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  3. EdJuly 11, 2011 at 1:30 PM

    WHAT TIME TONIGHT?

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  4. MayaJuly 11, 2011 at 1:30 PM

    Hope you find her soon!!

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  5. AnnaJuly 11, 2011 at 2:03 PM

    Love your writing.
    I'm following your dreamy world.

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  6. JennyJuly 11, 2011 at 2:34 PM

    I love your blog! I can't wait to read and see more. xx

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  7. SarahJuly 11, 2011 at 2:57 PM

    beautiful blog dear! the photos are just stunning- you seem to have a great sense of style xx

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  8. FAIZAJuly 11, 2011 at 3:50 PM

    Fantastic blog!! Can't wait to read more & see more...;)

    Faiza xo
    VELVET MOON DIARIES

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  9. CINCHED AT THE WAISTJuly 11, 2011 at 3:55 PM

    trot in those celine slippers :)

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  10. | l e n e r d |July 11, 2011 at 5:41 PM

    someday we'll share a dance.

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  11. MalibuMaraJuly 11, 2011 at 5:45 PM

    safe to say I love your blog as well. I just follwed, and your tumblr too, cheers :)

    MalibuMara

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  12. Shilpi TomarJuly 11, 2011 at 9:42 PM

    Loving the colors in this

    xx

    sftrend

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  13. Saii.SJuly 11, 2011 at 9:47 PM

    amazing photos in your blog. This site is so beautiful dear, keep posting.
    ps. just found yours from lookbook, followed

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  14. PaulaJuly 12, 2011 at 3:31 AM

    Just found your blog and immediately fell in love with it - you seem very interesting person. Posts with imaginative and inspiring photos really caught my eye. Perfect.

    xx Paula || intergalactic radio station

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  15. John SaintsJuly 12, 2011 at 11:16 AM

    This is CRAZY. Who are you? I was at the Marmont yesterday and everyone was like: she was here! But nobody could really descripe what you looked like or anything. It's so weird and I'm getting more fascinated all the time.

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