Sometimes it feels like my sentences echo empty in a huge vault. Like I am alone here, but I’m not, right? I can see you in my statistics, a tidal wave of numbers. But why are you so quiet?

When you write to me, I get all dazed. I wake up in the morning, my mouth taste like tar, and then I think about the fact that I at least have you. But now I don’t know. Are you even here?

(UPDATED: THANK u everyone that has written here, mailed or witten about me: You are the dreams. And without dreams, the dreamer is just sleeping. Now, I Can't help but to post some of the beautiful things you write about me!

http://textbook.tumblr.com/post/8083910943/pneumonia-white-worth-the-read
http://www.stylepage.com/p/pneumonia-white
http://aboutafantasy.blogspot.com/2011/07/pneumonia-white.html
http://www.pretaprotester.com/pretaprotester/2011/07/street-stalker-24-pneumonia-black-white-edt.html
http://accoudrements.blogspot.com/2011/07/theres-something-wild-about-you-child.html
http://thejazzemporium.wordpress.com/2011/07/21/all-sixes-210711/
http://thefashionworshiper.blogspot.com/2011/07/blog-crush-pneumonia-white.html
http://mypreciousconfessions.blogspot.com/2011/07/acid-dreams.html

Love and blessings 2 all of you!)

65 comments:

  1. well, if you mean that you'd like more comments, a great way is to include a question to your readers in the post or a diy. but perhaps I misunderstood?

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  2. ECHO...

    Echo...

    echo...

    ;)

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  3. melina bee: every word i write is a question

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  4. Anonymous: and it goes on 4ever 4EVER 4EVER

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  5. I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend

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  6. Wrote to you on facebook ;)

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  7. I'm here.
    it scares me as hell how much I like to come here and read and re-read everything you write.
    You're my obsession, you know?
    I mean... just sayin'.

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  8. melina bee: i didn't got offended. :) btw, you've got a great sense of style. xx

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  9. Corpse Wings †: (which is the best name ever). oh, really? thank you. X + love

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  10. black swan: i really want to meet you! you're the most beautiful AND the coolest

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  11. I'm here
    I'm now reading your blog
    I love to come here to see your post
    but sometimes i don't understand what you want to say, so i didn't write any comment...
    but I'm here

    love your work and love you <3

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  12. we're here! :)

    http://thelittlebrunettemermaid.blogspot.com

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  13. are you there god? it's me margaret.
    i'm also here. listening. here. always. here.

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  14. When I wake up I'm glad I got something interesting to read that early in the morning..always awaiting your inspirational posts!

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  15. This is the only place left for me in the place they call internet. Please hold your ground, and don't let them quiet you.

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  16. Amazing picture! I love downtow LA.

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  17. 'course we're here, each and every one as lonely as you can get.

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  18. brilliant, love the shot


    http://elenavasilieva.blogspot.com/
    x

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  19. I read all of your posts but you seem so mysterious and enigmatic, it's almost like you're unreachable. I may not always comment, but I most certainly appreciate what you write and look forward to reading your posts and checking out your awesome graphic design skills!

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  20. All we have now- you are right. But it's better to b lonely together, no?

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  21. Vasilieva, thank you. Was it you who wrote me on Facebook about the hotel?

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  22. Lisa: thank you. You know how it is. Some days you feel you are flying across the beautiful thundra, and others you crawl in the mud. Flying is quite nice when you are alone, but when crawling, it's nice to hear voices.

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  23. I heard from Zack you were going to be on thursdays morning TV. Please don't go there. It was me that told them about you, but now I just can't bear the thought of you being broadcasted to the (stupid) California public.
    / Ana Valdez

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  24. Ha ha, Ana, don't worry. No matter what they say, I won't be their monkey. (I get quite a lot of "proposals" from media). It's not that I'm against reality, it's just that I think I look better here in my dream with my friends. (YOU)

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  25. I think it's fair to say that we'll all be here with you for a very long time.
    At least I will...

    Luv <3
    Alicewon (account not working)

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  26. After reading Cheryl's comment, all I can think of is that part in Horton Hear's a Who
    We are here! we are here! we are here! we are here! we are here! we are here!


    <3Meghan

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  27. I look over you and your blog at night...belgium is awake while you are sleeping. Fighting away your bad dreams. Xxx Nath.

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  28. Of course we are here! But the lack of comments could be probably caused by the fact that the way you write your blog is so mysterious that people don't practically know who are they writing to, which can be, in this era of bloggers who write their whole life-story in their articles, quite unpleasant to someone... I don't know, i'm just speculating. But I guess that once they'll get used to it, it will arrange. Personally, i think it's an interesting and refreshing element in this saturated blogger scale. Keep on :)

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  29. lisa ^ worded my thoughts wondefully.
    "I read all of your posts but you seem so mysterious and enigmatic, it's almost like you're unreachable. I may not always comment, but I most certainly appreciate what you write and look forward to reading your posts and checking out your awesome graphic design skills!"

    i couldn't leave your beautiful and confusing world.

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  30. Taylah. U r hereby a part of the dream, and the confusing world. Don't b afraid to talk to me (I mean, it's a dream, so there's no need to b afraid)

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  31. 2012fashionfencer thank u! Continue comment and tell me what you think. I've got a feeling u have things 2 say. And you are my heart! / Anya

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  32. Crazy Pig, I hope u are right. I have no choice than 2 write like this- It's who I am. And I DO get a lot of emails. I would however also love it if you all started to write to each other here as well.
    And tell me also what you think of the blog and tell people about me if you like me. You are my only promotion.
    X

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  33. You are wonderful. Just wanted to say it. But wonderful can be very dangerius, think of that!

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  34. Can I come and live with you please?
    I feel like partying with you and Black. And spending all day in vintage Versace wedding dresses while sipping a gin and tonic. And cuddling up to you when you feel alone.
    I read this and makes me upset about my own boring, sad life. At least I can escape for a while in the abyss of your words.
    Love forever, Nina X

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  35. i'm here. always in the morning, wearing burberry pajama shorts and holding coffe in my hand. Im surprise, because U seem to be very nice person. share the love xx

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  36. I agree with the poster above. You make me wanna hang out with you in that big house in Bel Air, drinking cocktails in morning gowns and playing hide and seek or sth. You have such an air of both innocence and decadence...

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  37. I'm here! And I've actually been thinking about you a lot lately when it comes to life. I don't know why haha. You just intrigue me! Makes me want to be a little more mysterious in my everyday life. But, yes, I'm here! We're all here! Virtual cuddles and a glass of wine to you!

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  38. I have been a reader for only a few weeks, but I really like your style. It's dream-like. There's a childish naivety buoyant on a sea of cynicism that really appeals to me. I'm interested in your relationship with Black. It seems at times as though the two of you might be lovers, and I wonder whether you are just emphasising the closeness of your friendship in a way that is quite alien to me.

    I have the same problem with regarding to readers. I get about 30 hits every time I post, but no comments. I must send people into a stunned silence, for good or for ill...

    Crimson
    www.tenyearstime.blogspot.com

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  39. anonymous - sounds lovely. you seem very nice too!

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  40. Crimson - Black is my achilles. The treasure in my Pandora. I cant describe it and feelings should sometimes stay indescribable, but she's not my lover. But I love her. Makes sense? Also, thank you. X

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  41. But then again Crimson, who am I trying to fool?
    /Pneumonia

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  42. I love this, I'm here all of the time :)

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  43. Anonymous, I love the way you dared saying what I didn't.

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  44. Johanna Kafie. I love u right back!

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  45. blahhhhhh...so lame.

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  46. i see plenty of Greek metaphors.....xx

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  47. I check here everyday, and yet I've only commented once. So from now on, I shall try to comment every post of yours to show you how much I adore you and your blog <3

    XO Daisy

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  48. oh white, only having found your blog less then a week back, but I already feel something strong, something wonderful in your words and the worlds you create. I will as usual continue to comment and continue to dream up wonderful adventures in your world. remember we are always with you. (however cliched that sounds)

    As another said, you are an enigma. A pleasant and magical one. One I cant wait to get to know more.

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  49. M: i'll take this as a compliment

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  50. Daisy Chein: daisy, you're a sweetheart. lots of love

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  51. I'd love to know more about you. It is cheeky of me to ask and you probably won't reply but I'll ask anyway. I've been wondering:
    How old are you?
    Why do you never show your face?
    Are you rich? Or was your granny?
    How can you afford such fabulous clothes?
    Do either of you work? What as?
    I'm sorry if this is too personal, your blog is amazing and it makes my mind boggle.

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  52. Dear Anonymous,
    1. I'm older than 20, younger than 25
    2. The masks are a part of me, they belong to my face. Also, I like to stay in some way anonymous (just like you) because of my family and what has happened the last years
    3. Yes. Yes.
    4. I've received a lot of money from my relatives
    5. Freelance photographer sometimes, both of us
    XXX

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  53. Looks like you're getting the response you needed :)

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  54. oh...I really wish I had more time to spend blogging and talking to you wonderful ladies...but as soon as I can I come here to visit you! :)
    kisses and rock'n roll xxx

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  55. Ria: :), almost can't handle all this love

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  56. wobblinbetty, oh, please come and visit! xx

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  57. don't feel alone. The entire universe is there for you once you start thinking so

    Thanks for visiting Adithis Amma Sews - Blog about Sewing & Pattern Making

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  58. when he writes to me,i get all dazed. ok it is officially my depression-night of the week.
    i LOVE your writings,pneumonia! you really are talented-with a great fashion sense of course

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