Sometimes it feels like my sentences echo empty in a huge vault. Like I am alone here, but I’m not, right? I can see you in my statistics, a tidal wave of numbers. But why are you so quiet?

When you write to me, I get all dazed. I wake up in the morning, my mouth taste like tar, and then I think about the fact that I at least have you. But now I don’t know. Are you even here?

(UPDATED: THANK u everyone that has written here, mailed or witten about me: You are the dreams. And without dreams, the dreamer is just sleeping. Now, I Can't help but to post some of the beautiful things you write about me!

http://textbook.tumblr.com/post/8083910943/pneumonia-white-worth-the-read
http://www.stylepage.com/p/pneumonia-white
http://aboutafantasy.blogspot.com/2011/07/pneumonia-white.html
http://www.pretaprotester.com/pretaprotester/2011/07/street-stalker-24-pneumonia-black-white-edt.html
http://accoudrements.blogspot.com/2011/07/theres-something-wild-about-you-child.html
http://thejazzemporium.wordpress.com/2011/07/21/all-sixes-210711/
http://thefashionworshiper.blogspot.com/2011/07/blog-crush-pneumonia-white.html
http://mypreciousconfessions.blogspot.com/2011/07/acid-dreams.html

Love and blessings 2 all of you!)
Is anybody here? ☾ 7/26/2011
IN


65 comments:

  1. melina beeJuly 21, 2011 at 7:44 PM

    well, if you mean that you'd like more comments, a great way is to include a question to your readers in the post or a diy. but perhaps I misunderstood?

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  2. AnonymousJuly 21, 2011 at 7:44 PM

    ECHO...

    Echo...

    echo...

    ;)

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  3. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 7:45 PM

    melina bee: every word i write is a question

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  4. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 7:46 PM

    Anonymous: and it goes on 4ever 4EVER 4EVER

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  5. melina beeJuly 21, 2011 at 7:49 PM

    I'm sorry, I didn't mean to offend

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  6. Black SwanJuly 21, 2011 at 7:51 PM

    Wrote to you on facebook ;)

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  7. Camilla SoaresJuly 21, 2011 at 7:56 PM

    I'm here.
    it scares me as hell how much I like to come here and read and re-read everything you write.
    You're my obsession, you know?
    I mean... just sayin'.

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  8. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 7:57 PM

    melina bee: i didn't got offended. :) btw, you've got a great sense of style. xx

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  9. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 7:58 PM

    Corpse Wings †: (which is the best name ever). oh, really? thank you. X + love

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  10. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 8:00 PM

    black swan: i really want to meet you! you're the most beautiful AND the coolest

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  11. Saii.SJuly 21, 2011 at 8:19 PM

    I'm here
    I'm now reading your blog
    I love to come here to see your post
    but sometimes i don't understand what you want to say, so i didn't write any comment...
    but I'm here

    love your work and love you <3

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  12. UnknownJuly 21, 2011 at 8:41 PM

    we're here! :)

    http://thelittlebrunettemermaid.blogspot.com

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  13. AnonymousJuly 21, 2011 at 8:54 PM

    are you there god? it's me margaret.
    i'm also here. listening. here. always. here.

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  14. AnonymousJuly 21, 2011 at 10:17 PM

    When I wake up I'm glad I got something interesting to read that early in the morning..always awaiting your inspirational posts!

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  15. WinonaJuly 21, 2011 at 10:26 PM

    This is the only place left for me in the place they call internet. Please hold your ground, and don't let them quiet you.

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  16. AnonymousJuly 21, 2011 at 10:26 PM

    Amazing picture! I love downtow LA.

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  17. LJuly 21, 2011 at 10:38 PM

    'course we're here, each and every one as lonely as you can get.

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  18. UnknownJuly 21, 2011 at 11:09 PM

    brilliant, love the shot


    http://elenavasilieva.blogspot.com/
    x

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  19. LisaJuly 21, 2011 at 11:34 PM

    I read all of your posts but you seem so mysterious and enigmatic, it's almost like you're unreachable. I may not always comment, but I most certainly appreciate what you write and look forward to reading your posts and checking out your awesome graphic design skills!

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  20. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 11:41 PM

    All we have now- you are right. But it's better to b lonely together, no?

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  21. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 11:42 PM

    Vasilieva, thank you. Was it you who wrote me on Facebook about the hotel?

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  22. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 11:44 PM

    Lisa: thank you. You know how it is. Some days you feel you are flying across the beautiful thundra, and others you crawl in the mud. Flying is quite nice when you are alone, but when crawling, it's nice to hear voices.

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  23. Ana ValdezJuly 21, 2011 at 11:48 PM

    I heard from Zack you were going to be on thursdays morning TV. Please don't go there. It was me that told them about you, but now I just can't bear the thought of you being broadcasted to the (stupid) California public.
    / Ana Valdez

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  24. PneumoniaJuly 21, 2011 at 11:49 PM

    Ha ha, Ana, don't worry. No matter what they say, I won't be their monkey. (I get quite a lot of "proposals" from media). It's not that I'm against reality, it's just that I think I look better here in my dream with my friends. (YOU)

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  25. AlicewonJuly 22, 2011 at 12:25 AM

    I think it's fair to say that we'll all be here with you for a very long time.
    At least I will...

    Luv <3
    Alicewon (account not working)

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  26. out of orderJuly 22, 2011 at 12:37 AM

    After reading Cheryl's comment, all I can think of is that part in Horton Hear's a Who
    We are here! we are here! we are here! we are here! we are here! we are here!


    <3Meghan

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  27. NathalieJuly 22, 2011 at 12:40 AM

    I look over you and your blog at night...belgium is awake while you are sleeping. Fighting away your bad dreams. Xxx Nath.

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  28. gabrielaJuly 22, 2011 at 12:51 AM

    Of course we are here! But the lack of comments could be probably caused by the fact that the way you write your blog is so mysterious that people don't practically know who are they writing to, which can be, in this era of bloggers who write their whole life-story in their articles, quite unpleasant to someone... I don't know, i'm just speculating. But I guess that once they'll get used to it, it will arrange. Personally, i think it's an interesting and refreshing element in this saturated blogger scale. Keep on :)

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  29. Laura Hunter-ThomasJuly 22, 2011 at 1:54 AM

    I'm here. And I care about you.

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  30. taylahJuly 22, 2011 at 1:59 AM

    lisa ^ worded my thoughts wondefully.
    "I read all of your posts but you seem so mysterious and enigmatic, it's almost like you're unreachable. I may not always comment, but I most certainly appreciate what you write and look forward to reading your posts and checking out your awesome graphic design skills!"

    i couldn't leave your beautiful and confusing world.

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  31. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 2:42 AM

    Taylah. U r hereby a part of the dream, and the confusing world. Don't b afraid to talk to me (I mean, it's a dream, so there's no need to b afraid)

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  32. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 2:53 AM

    2012fashionfencer thank u! Continue comment and tell me what you think. I've got a feeling u have things 2 say. And you are my heart! / Anya

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  33. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 2:58 AM

    Crazy Pig, I hope u are right. I have no choice than 2 write like this- It's who I am. And I DO get a lot of emails. I would however also love it if you all started to write to each other here as well.
    And tell me also what you think of the blog and tell people about me if you like me. You are my only promotion.
    X

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  34. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 2:59 AM

    You are wonderful. Just wanted to say it. But wonderful can be very dangerius, think of that!

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  35. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 4:37 AM

    Can I come and live with you please?
    I feel like partying with you and Black. And spending all day in vintage Versace wedding dresses while sipping a gin and tonic. And cuddling up to you when you feel alone.
    I read this and makes me upset about my own boring, sad life. At least I can escape for a while in the abyss of your words.
    Love forever, Nina X

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  36. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 4:51 AM

    i'm here. always in the morning, wearing burberry pajama shorts and holding coffe in my hand. Im surprise, because U seem to be very nice person. share the love xx

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  37. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 5:44 AM

    I agree with the poster above. You make me wanna hang out with you in that big house in Bel Air, drinking cocktails in morning gowns and playing hide and seek or sth. You have such an air of both innocence and decadence...

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  38. essentially aimeeJuly 22, 2011 at 8:19 AM

    I'm here! And I've actually been thinking about you a lot lately when it comes to life. I don't know why haha. You just intrigue me! Makes me want to be a little more mysterious in my everyday life. But, yes, I'm here! We're all here! Virtual cuddles and a glass of wine to you!

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  39. Crimson EbolgJuly 22, 2011 at 8:52 AM

    I have been a reader for only a few weeks, but I really like your style. It's dream-like. There's a childish naivety buoyant on a sea of cynicism that really appeals to me. I'm interested in your relationship with Black. It seems at times as though the two of you might be lovers, and I wonder whether you are just emphasising the closeness of your friendship in a way that is quite alien to me.

    I have the same problem with regarding to readers. I get about 30 hits every time I post, but no comments. I must send people into a stunned silence, for good or for ill...

    Crimson
    www.tenyearstime.blogspot.com

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  40. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 12:16 PM

    Nina - any day love.

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  41. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 12:17 PM

    anonymous - sounds lovely. you seem very nice too!

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  42. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 12:17 PM

    Aimee - Love and cheers X

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  43. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 12:22 PM

    Crimson - Black is my achilles. The treasure in my Pandora. I cant describe it and feelings should sometimes stay indescribable, but she's not my lover. But I love her. Makes sense? Also, thank you. X

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  44. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 1:47 PM

    But then again Crimson, who am I trying to fool?
    /Pneumonia

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  45. Johana KafieJuly 22, 2011 at 10:52 PM

    I love this, I'm here all of the time :)

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  46. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 11:26 PM

    Anonymous, I love the way you dared saying what I didn't.

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  47. PneumoniaJuly 22, 2011 at 11:27 PM

    Johanna Kafie. I love u right back!

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  48. AnonymousJuly 22, 2011 at 11:43 PM

    blahhhhhh...so lame.

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  49. MJuly 23, 2011 at 1:35 AM

    i see plenty of Greek metaphors.....xx

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  50. Daisy CJuly 23, 2011 at 6:03 AM

    I check here everyday, and yet I've only commented once. So from now on, I shall try to comment every post of yours to show you how much I adore you and your blog <3

    XO Daisy

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  51. AliceJuly 23, 2011 at 6:14 AM

    Darling ❤

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  52. Maebe IsadoraJuly 23, 2011 at 9:42 AM

    oh white, only having found your blog less then a week back, but I already feel something strong, something wonderful in your words and the worlds you create. I will as usual continue to comment and continue to dream up wonderful adventures in your world. remember we are always with you. (however cliched that sounds)

    As another said, you are an enigma. A pleasant and magical one. One I cant wait to get to know more.

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  53. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 11:45 AM

    Anonymous: :(

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  54. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 11:46 AM

    M: i'll take this as a compliment

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  55. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 11:47 AM

    Daisy Chein: daisy, you're a sweetheart. lots of love

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  56. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 11:48 AM

    Lissy: <3<3

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  57. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 11:48 AM

    Maebe Isadora: LOVE

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  58. AnonymousJuly 23, 2011 at 12:46 PM

    I'd love to know more about you. It is cheeky of me to ask and you probably won't reply but I'll ask anyway. I've been wondering:
    How old are you?
    Why do you never show your face?
    Are you rich? Or was your granny?
    How can you afford such fabulous clothes?
    Do either of you work? What as?
    I'm sorry if this is too personal, your blog is amazing and it makes my mind boggle.

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  59. PneumoniaJuly 23, 2011 at 1:37 PM

    Dear Anonymous,
    1. I'm older than 20, younger than 25
    2. The masks are a part of me, they belong to my face. Also, I like to stay in some way anonymous (just like you) because of my family and what has happened the last years
    3. Yes. Yes.
    4. I've received a lot of money from my relatives
    5. Freelance photographer sometimes, both of us
    XXX

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  60. RiaJuly 24, 2011 at 11:19 AM

    Looks like you're getting the response you needed :)

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  61. wobblinbettyJuly 26, 2011 at 6:57 AM

    oh...I really wish I had more time to spend blogging and talking to you wonderful ladies...but as soon as I can I come here to visit you! :)
    kisses and rock'n roll xxx

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  62. PneumoniaJuly 27, 2011 at 12:19 AM

    Ria: :), almost can't handle all this love

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  63. PneumoniaJuly 27, 2011 at 12:19 AM

    wobblinbetty, oh, please come and visit! xx

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  64. LakshmiRPJuly 27, 2011 at 3:47 AM

    don't feel alone. The entire universe is there for you once you start thinking so

    Thanks for visiting Adithis Amma Sews - Blog about Sewing & Pattern Making

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  65. sophieAugust 7, 2011 at 3:06 PM

    when he writes to me,i get all dazed. ok it is officially my depression-night of the week.
    i LOVE your writings,pneumonia! you really are talented-with a great fashion sense of course

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